pt. 2, vertigo
and cat windows
Walking in my neighborhood in complete silence scratches my brain in the best way. It getting dark so early means that I can spy inside houses a little. Not creepy, but a lot of people just have the Roku TV screensaver up all the time. I feel a closeness to them. Under the same moon. Citizens of the same Roku City.
Windows show me enough to fall in love with someone’s life but not enough to stay very long It’s too cold out and there’s nowhere to sit
All I wanted was to break your walls All you ever did was wreck me “Wrecking Ball” by Miley Cyrus (Thank God)
Recent google searches: A Story i have the spins not drunk can crying cause vertigo can zelda cause vertigo vertigo eye strain computer job blue light glasses primary care doctor The End (it’s not)
I love my Close Friends on Instagram (shoutout). I asked them if I should cut my hair off and they said yes. Insert fears and toxic feelings about long hair and femininity and patriarchal standards of attractiveness here. Mouthful.
what if I have a weird face and I never knew because my hair has been disguising it what if all of sudden I look old and my oldness makes a youthful haircut actually an old lady haircut and everyone knows it but me what if i regret absolutely everything that’s ever happened
Is it obvious that I am going through a breakup?
There’s a basketball court outside the office at my new job. I want to go play out there on my breaks, but I hate the idea of everyone watching me from the window.
I’ll keep a ball in my car.
Arkansas is trying to pass a slew of disgusting and hateful anti-trans legislation right now. Follow inTransitiveAR on instagram to stay up to date on ways to support the fierce organizers and allies that do so much to support the trans community in my home state.
I got a pack of peanut butter cheese crackers (you know the ones) and a fountain Coke from QuikTrip before therapy yesterday. That’ll be $2.14. Perfection.
Emily in Paris makes me feel nothing. Impressive. 10/10.
SOS album by SZA on repeat, obviously.
The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild on Nintendo Switch has been keeping me off my phone and keeping my brain out of the depths. Thank you to Link and all those spooky little monsters out there.
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